Honestly, I have never been very keen in observing the value of being happy with what I have. First, I get scruffy in terms of my appearance. I wanted to go to a good figure so I engaged in strenuous exercise and strict diet and voila! I achieve it. Then, it came to me that I wasn't satisfied with my stature. I am a mere 5'8'' and I wanted to be 5'10'' or even reach 6 foot. However, I am constantly reminded by friends that I don't have to grow any taller as my height was already ideal. Indeed, I look tall but when taller people get beside me, that's the time I feel so minute and tiny. One point for discontentment.
Another area where I fail in the contentment test is to gadgets/devices/electronic devices. Yes, my first phone was automatically a flip phone from Samsung X510 which captivated me with its sleek appearance, however, I got bored and had it replaced with a Nokia 6300 which unfortunately got broken. After the 6300, I got the first touchscreen phone from Nokia, the 5800, which got lost followed by a Samsung Galaxy Y, also lost (again). Then I had the Samsung Galaxy Tab 2.0 3G which I later traded for an HP mini notebook. Talk about contentment. My parents got so nervous 'bout me they decided to hand me a basic Nokia phone, which presently, works fine for me.
Yesterday, our church pastor shared a valuable teaching regarding the true meaning of spirituality and one of those was the spirit of thanksgiving which also entails contentment with what you have. Ouch! That hit me head on with a mighty punch! I was slapped so hard it made me realize my own selfishness. All I could ever do was to ask for forgiveness for such behavior. It's not until now that I realize how bless I am that I have to graciously accept what's bestowed to me. =)
Yesterday, our church pastor shared a valuable teaching regarding the true meaning of spirituality and one of those was the spirit of thanksgiving which also entails contentment with what you have. Ouch! That hit me head on with a mighty punch! I was slapped so hard it made me realize my own selfishness. All I could ever do was to ask for forgiveness for such behavior. It's not until now that I realize how bless I am that I have to graciously accept what's bestowed to me. =)































